21st Jan, 2018
Hey it's your favourite sappy teen, now 15 years old! Crazy.
I'm still dating my boyfriend, it's a little less than 2 months now and probably shouldn't get too invested but I am; and I really like him. We just had a call that lasted for 12+ hours, and it still is going right now. I'm just the happiest girl alive right now.
I just want to make this work and make him happy, I hope that this will continue after I move because I really really like him.
I'm trying to improve myself from my last relationship, my main flaws were that I am too controlling, jealous and insecure. I have gotten a little bit jealous over him, but it is always from my own insecurity and not my lack of trust, because I trust him a lot. Everytime I felt jealous or uncomfortable, I always try to think about what makes me upset and try to work through it by myself, it usually comforts me because I realise that those things are really small. If this doesn't work, I will bring up my discomfort with him and he would always listen and help.
Communication isn't an issue so far, and I'm very happy about that since that was the big issue with my last relationship, we never talked about boundaries or things like that and that just led to our horrible breakup; but I won't repeat my mistakes a second time, I'll work on it and I'll try my best to make him happy, because that's all I want.
I'm still dating my boyfriend, it's a little less than 2 months now and probably shouldn't get too invested but I am; and I really like him. We just had a call that lasted for 12+ hours, and it still is going right now. I'm just the happiest girl alive right now.
I just want to make this work and make him happy, I hope that this will continue after I move because I really really like him.
I'm trying to improve myself from my last relationship, my main flaws were that I am too controlling, jealous and insecure. I have gotten a little bit jealous over him, but it is always from my own insecurity and not my lack of trust, because I trust him a lot. Everytime I felt jealous or uncomfortable, I always try to think about what makes me upset and try to work through it by myself, it usually comforts me because I realise that those things are really small. If this doesn't work, I will bring up my discomfort with him and he would always listen and help.
Communication isn't an issue so far, and I'm very happy about that since that was the big issue with my last relationship, we never talked about boundaries or things like that and that just led to our horrible breakup; but I won't repeat my mistakes a second time, I'll work on it and I'll try my best to make him happy, because that's all I want.
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