11th Feb, 2018

Hey, your favourite 15 year old who's still stuck in her emo phase here.

I'm quite happy at the moment.

I mean, yeah thinking about how I'd have to leave Australia and probably never come back in less than 4 months really dampens my mood, but thinking about where I am right now and what got me here in the first place makes me feel good.

Life might not always be the best, yes there are going to be dips here and there but right now I'm doing well.

There are some things I dislike, like my body image, etc, but those I can work on and change, and I am planning to (definitely!!!). The things I like and love outnumber the things I am displeased with, and that makes me happy.

The thing that makes me the happiest at the moment is my boyfriend, I know, honeymoon phase and all that, but I'm trying to not get ahead of myself.

I honestly see my future with him in it, and I am looking forward to it. I met his family a few weeks ago and they seem nice, my mum seems understanding (yeah the religion thing, but that's something to talk about in another post) and it seems like I am able to go back to Australia at least for my S2 (master's degree), but I am shooting for my S1 (bachelor's degree).

I just want to spend my whole life with him, and I hope I'll be able to.